Thursday, May 28, 2009

Welcome to my world...

Liz Boswell,

I love you.

I feel for you, I WANT GREAT EASE AND WONDER FOR YOUR GIRLS and I felt extraordinarily compromised by you. A liability of you making your self wrong, is that you are quick to make others wrong, including me, and that doesn't feel good.

There are times I'm not seeking to make anybody wrong, I simply want to be less misunderstood. I charge clients to play their wrongness games. I don't often play that game for sport. Thank you for the invitation. It is often nice to be asked.


Blessings to all four of your children.

Love & admiration,
~Ben

1 comment:

Ben Mack said...

Ms. Boswell,

You asked I always say
what frustrates me b/n us
and we can figure a way.

Simply because I feel a certain
way doesn't make you wrong,
nor me right, it is what it is

it is = it is

a = a

a:.a

a therefore a

iT's as simple as that,

that's what we know about
reality and feelings. EVERYTHING
else is speculation OR subjective

Recently...
I don't care for how I feel around
you. I have felt felt lied to. Not a
fact, a feeling.

I feel weird at your statement you
aren't considering getting married
again until G is in college and yet
you request I hold onto my feelings
of wanting to marry you.

That suggests we speak different
languages because I can't reconcile
those ideas.

I'll love you from a distance.

When I am feeling weird, I am often
seeking to be understood.

Recently, I have felt repeatedly made
wrong. I got enuf of that. thank you.

I do the best i can.

Thank you for teaching me that.

Much love,

Ben